ANXIETY!!!!

This is the number 1 stress point I have nowadays. I have so much anxiety about this job situation that I'm going crazy. I hit the fumes point of my monetary reserves and then landed the 3 1/2 week contract I just finished and now have reserves again. Of course, I'm still on fumes until the first big check comes in which should be any day now. (That's additional stress as I pray that I get paid.)

October 15 is coming up fast and that is actually the one year anniversary of my layoff from divine. Talk about crazy... I can't believe this market and my inability to land a job.

Life at home isn't much better. My family is tired of having me around. It's time I got into an apartment but, alas, I can't do that without some sort of steady income. Starbuck's just doesn't cut the "coffee" when it comes to cash.

Last whiney-ass gripe from me... My Starbucks insurance is going to fall back to COBRA coverage now. I wasn't able to keep working a minimum of 20 hours per week to satisfy the insurance requirement so, they will drop me to COBRA coverage soon.

When will this all end ????

Woj